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Haiz... Sorrie for e previous post tat is sooo emo.
And Im sorrie tat I've broken the promise tat I've made to u tat time.
Im sorrie tat i've disappointed u again.
I noe im not a good friend to u.
And I also noe tat im e onli friend left tat u still contact wif.
Seriously is not ur fault.
Cos meeting him is fate, becoming his friend was a choice, but falling in love with him I had no control over.
So it is not ur fault.
Im sorrie tat I didnt tell u all these.
Cos i duno how to tell u.
And I dun wana u worried for me.
I also dun wana bcos of him,
We will quarrel or our friendship become sour.
So i keep it to myself.
I reali did try my best to forget him.
But i jus cant.
Is all tat memories in my mind tat makes me miss him.
I also noe tat u've been trying ur best to maintain tis friendship.
But I also did try to do my best to maintain it.
Perhaps wat I do cant make u feel tat im trying to maintain tis friendship.
Den lyk tat I duno wat to do to make u feel tat u r not alone to maintain tis friendship.
Perhaps I dun gif u e secure tat u nid in tis friendship.
Or perhaps my actions makes u dun trust me in maintaining tis friendship.
I noe sometimes I lyk nvr care for u,
Sandy onli got one.
And I reali try my very best to care for my every close friends.
And sometimes in the end,
I get back nth.
I put in e effort,
And is lyk no one see it.
I nvr put in e effort,
Everyone see it.
I reali duno wat to do animore.
Perhaps u can teach me how to maintain tis friendship wif u.
Cos it takes two hands to clap.
And I noe tat it is hard to do everything alone.
So dun worrie u gt me,
Is jus tat u nid to teach me how to do it.
And haf more patient wen teaching me.
Cos i admit im slow.
Guess u shld noe me enough.
Since we noe each other for sooo long.
But sometimes,
Long is nth.
If u gt smth tat u duno abt me,
And u wanted to noe,
Feel free to ask me. :)
Im willing to share if u r willing to listen. :)
I've think tru the nite.
I reali nid to let go of him.
If not I will lose u.
I already had lose him as a fren,
And I cant lose u as my bao bei anymore.
U're definetly more imp than him.
Let me jus xi guan my life w/o him. :)
And I also learn tat I wont anihow make promise to anyone le.
Cos not all I can keep the promise.