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Haiz... Seriously I still cant get over you.
I still will miss you.
Sill will tink of you.
Sometimes i even tink tat can we go back to e past and not be strangers?!
I noe im stupid.
But I jus cant help it.
Reali wish to get u out of my heart & brain since u r not willing to pay the rent.
So y dun u jus get the hell out of me?!
Y r ur images still appearing in my mind?!
Since both of us didnt contact each other already,
So I took it as we r strangers now.
Actuali tat time i did got jealous of her.
I noe im not as pretty as her.
Also not as good as her.
But reali wish tat u gt feelings for me.
Even for a while also nvm.
I noe is difficult for us to become frenz again due to some reason.
But somehow u r still "living in my heart".
Lyk tat how am I suppose to move on wif my life?
I still rmb e jacket,e wallet, e dress u gave me.
Altough I had kept them in a box,
I tink i also kept them in my memories.
The most I rmb was actuali e jacket.
It wasnt suppose to be mine.
It supposed to be urs.
But u gave it to me.
Did u noe tat by doing this,
Perhaps to u is nth,
But to me,
You've jus sent me a wrong signal???!!!
Haiz... Im seriously hate one-sided love.
It is alwas sooo difficult to move on seh...
It is alwas sooo sad de.
I dun tink I will get to meet u again although s'pore is small.
We didnt meet & contact each other ard 2 months le.
So i tink even if we ever meet each other one day in one of the streets,
Perhaps u already forgotten me.
And perhaps I didnt noe how to react.
Love is confusing...