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Ytd lie down on my bed at 2plus am till 4plus am for 2 hrs.
Cant fall asleep.
Duno y???
Woke up at 6am.
Tot goin to eat breakfast wif parents.
Den bro bought breakfast le.
So i went back to slp another hr.
Overall, I onli slept for 3 hrs.
But is not complete 3 hrs.
Bath.
Ate breakfast.
Left home ard 8.15am.
Took bus 5 to far east.
Cant sleep during the journey.
Aunt was also in e same bus as me.
Alighted @ far east tere.
Went to pacific plaza.
We were early.
So went to mac.
Went up.
Blahblah~
My first time doing body massage. :)
Blahblah~
Went to window shopping aftermaths.
Den went to eat lunch.
Separated our ways.
Trained up.
Went to meet my fren.
Watched Resident Evil : Afterlife.
Not bad movie.
Got some cool moves.
Didnt eat much popcorn.
Cos jus ate lunch not long.
Drink i nvr drink dao.
Slackslack...
Went off ard 5 ba.
Reached home ard 7pm.
Seriously hate to travel myself damn far distance.
Cos tat is wen my brain will go haywire.
Plus im tired and standing through my journey,
It will be worse.
At the train,
I already got the signs & symptoms.
Den reached Pasir Ris.
Everything went worse.
Wen i walked home,
My mind wont stop thinking of stuffs.
I realized I duno wat I want.
I duno who am I?
As in the real me???
Tis isn't the 1st time already. :(
Perhaps someone can tell me.
As wat I noe,
Im lazy, emo, friendly...
The rest I dun reali noe is it the real ME characters/behaviours.
According to Johari Window,
If my frenz noe abt me,
But I duno.
It means tat it is my blind spot.
I dun wish to be blind in myself.
I want to noe who am I and wat I actuali wanted.
Stupid monkey,
Everytime I miss u the most is listen to those songs and while walking home.
Stupid monkey,
Im exhausted already.
I wanted to let you go,
U didnt go off.
I dun wan to let u go,
Duno where u went.
Nowdays my feelings for u is on & off. :(
I duno wat wrong's wif me....