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Haiz... till now still cant put it down.
Find it difficult to put down leh.
Last 2 weeks keep telling myself to forget u,
So i temp forget u.
But aft tat day Ting mention abt e watch & Twin ask abt u,
Currently im back to square one.
It is sooo stupid to keep telling myself to forget u wen now i cant do it.
Seriously u reali lyk nvr appear in my life b4.
Aft much thoughts,
Ur appearing in my life lyk become dreams,
Not in my reality.
Honestly,
I cant reali rmb how u look like.
Cos is lyk goin to 4 months didnt see u le.
Onli those memories, feelings for u, last time ur gold/brown hair and ur name still stays in my mind.
Actuali i also duno i still got feelings for u tis human,
Or am i jus having e feelings of ur shadow???
我是一个非常容易拿得起的人，但是却非常难放下的人。
I miss u veri much...
Sometimes I will look at our photos,
Sometimes even feel lyk taking out tat jacket of urs.
But in e end,
I didnt take it out.
Cos i noe if i take it out,
I 100% confirm cant put it down anymore.
Cant believe tat for sooo long im still in a denial stage!!!
Wonder wen I den can reali move on my life w/o u???