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2day morning while walking to sch,
I realised smth.
I lie to everyone including myself.
I keep telling myself & everyone,
Im giving up on him & forgetting him.
But e fact is I couldn't.
Although I lyk trying to stop everything,
But my heart is still bleeding profusely. :(
And it hurts even more wen i tink abt e past.
I tot i was strong & determine enough to maintain everything lyk in e past except my feelings toward him.
Haiz... I tink i overestimate myself liao.
I duno y I already noe his characters is lyk wat liao
But I still cant get him out of my heart.
And I even keep mention abt him.
I jus cant control myself.
Sch as usual.
Prac lesson.
Geron.
Duno wat e cher want lor.
She catch those toking one but nvr catch those sleeping one.
Somemore is not jus we r toking.
Other ppl also toking.
And sometimes ur toking lyk no link de lor.
Break.
Pm.
Cher let us watch movie.
Starting quite boring.
But middle & ending quite nice leh.
Bused home wif cliques again. :D
Sianz.. 2molo is phase test le.
Im not ready for it. :(
Cos i haven memorize a single thing.