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2day is first day of December.
It is also world AIDS day.
Woke up.
It is e same old morning routine b4 goin to work.
Blahblah~
2day Monday reached early.
I haven finish eating my breakfast,
She come already.
So we went to e ward early.
B4 taking report,
My back suddenly veri veri pain sia.
Den it becomes on & off.
2day super duper busy...
I've done 2 admission for 2day.
Den help team 3 cubicles' patients.
Blahblah~
Got smth I dun wish to be said here.
So Im e onli one who noe.
Afternoon shift students came.
Blahblah~
At tat point of time,
I was thinking tat shld I jus be a human whose expression is jus onli smiling everyday?!
And im stressed.
Nvr tell them,
I kena scolding.
Tell them,
I also kena scolding.
So wat for i tell?!
Den aft tat is nt im angry or im bad mood or wateva u tink i am,
Is jus tat i wana to ignore everything at tat point of time.
I was wondering y last time i can hide "things" but now i cant?!
I tink i shld become e person nobody can understands me except me or people who wanted to understand me.
Perhaps frm 2day before ending work onwards,
I've already become a person tat u do not know at work.
Went to Tampines blk 200++ tere.
Monday bought her things.
Den she accompany me go mac to exchange e sticker to food.
Bused home wif her.
E bus super noisy.
Alighted at her huse tere.
Sent her to her lift.
Walked home alone.
2nite finally got tok to Mr A.
But i tink i still cant overcome myself fully.
At least i gt improve a bit.
Tis time round we tok slightly more.
Now mus find a lot of topic to tok to him le.