My life sucks...

Nowadays feel lyk tat's a gap between me & my sec sch frenz.
Perhaps they r busy wif their Os & im busy wif my studies.
Or maybe cos they ytd jus took their m.t result.
I duno y i jus cant get along wif my ite friends.
Keep got conflicts.
Friends can affect me alot.
Perhaps i shldn't take friendship sooo importantly.
To me, friendship is jus lyk my life.
2day they keep say can we go now.
Den i also duno wat's wrong wif me.
Y i will suddenly shout?!
Went to change.
Den i guess they got talk abt me wen im changing.
They say im a landmine （ 地雷 ）.
Where got ppl lyk tat say their own friend is landmine???
I tink i haf become their timed bomb ( 计时炸弹 ）.
Went to class.
Everything was alright.
Aft break,
Everything went wrong.
They sure tink im angry wif them.
I seriously duno wat to say.
Cos to them,
I didnt tok to them ( im angry ).
I tok also will wrong.
Cos i will start a conflict.
I dun wana tok doesn't mean im angry.
I jus dun wan to tok to start another conflicts.
So WAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO MAN???
Seriously is either they dun understand me or even i myself dun understand myself.
Y tis keep happening to me sia???
Arrrgggghhhhhh~