180209

180209

While walking home,
I was thinking about a lot of things.
And I finally realised how God's feelings already.
Because people took me for granted too.
They onli rmb me when they need me.
And I took God for granted.
I noe what is the feelings.
Is super miserable.
Den also got ppl take me as their "spare tyre ".
Reali is what's goes around, comes around.
What I've done to God, comes back to my life.
I shldn't neglect God.
God didn't abandon me.
I am the one who is stupid and abandon Him.
I duno is it i dun haf strong determination and perseverance or i cant resist the stupid idiot satan's temptation?!
Or is it i dun have the bond wif my cg???????????!!!!!!!!!
Im feeling myself going back to the same old me.
Who wears a mask in front of everyone.
And I dun even noe who is my real self.
No wonder no one understands me cos i myself dun even noe.
How am i suppose other ppl to understand me?!